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First of all, before i officially start posting, just wanna say a very LOUD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IVAN! I really want to thank him for giving me so many opportunities in the house of God, and trust all of us so much. In him i see a really annointed leader, who is in the likeness of Christ. I also thank him for always encouraging me, causing my faith to arise. Really respect and look up to him. THANK YOU!

Today was amazing race! And it was really amazing. Though i can’t really run…So…It is like the greatest challenge for me to take part in any amazing races. Hahahaha but guess what, i broke through my stamina today!

Anyway, there’s Cheryl Yeo, Min Jie, Jolene, Hwee Ting and me in the team. =))

Can you believe that? We actually ran for about a total of 11 stops! The amazing race planners are really amazing. =)) Their ideas and stuff were creative! And they sure know how to hide well. Hahahhaa

Min Jie was like leading the whole team to places. I secretly prayed when other teams showed up beside us, competing speed with us. But the worst of what i had imagined occured. Soon, we were all like running like crazy, and i was like using what i had to chiooooooooooooong! Seriously tiring.

I thought i was going to faint. But thank God i didn’t.

So we came in 15th place! I’m happy at this result. It doesn’t really matter where we come in position, but all the fun and this cool experience we had gained overcomes all else! We did our best =))

Emo-ed during dinner. 1) Because i was too tired, 2) Because my wallet is empty.

Gosh. I brought like $10 out and i spent every single cent of it. I was sad. 1) Because i blamed myself for not bringing more money, 2) I didn’t get to save any money.

=(((

Yups. But i had my bak kut teh at home anyway. Hahahaha!

Tomorrow i’m surely going to break through when i wake up. The straining of muscles, the aching of my body. Hahaha wish me good luck. It’s been so long since i last exercised. =)))

I thank the amazing race planners for the whole amazing race! Trust me, the best amazing race experience EVER. Heart of God Church is always the best!! =))

Anyway, as promised, my ten year series post. Hahaha.

So i just want to talk about these few days. My feelings, and everything.

I thought about insecurity recently. (Not as in ezlink card those insecurity ah, hello Min Jie.) Everytime, i will be the one looking at others’ successes. I always wondered when it will be my turn. But God told me to stop looking at others and focus on myself and look back on my life.

For the past 14 years, i had been congratulating others of their successes and even enjoying them with them, thus it came to a point that i got used to it. For major stuff like exams, i didn’t really want to do my best because i didn’t believe in myself. Thoughts like, “Why do i have to work hard? Why do i have to do well? Who am i doing it for? Anyway i would never be the top, i would always be ranked below many others.” always stuck in my heart.

Indeed, i never did well in my exams. I became so used to it one day that i had a very low self esteem whenever bad things happened. Thus, i was always trying to find victory over others. No matter in friends or studies, i would be secretly competing.

On the day i accepted Christ and even when i am in HoGC, i was still competing every single day of my life. I started to be tired but it still went on. Till the day i asked myself, “What am i competing for?”

God answered my question. He told me that in Him, i am already the victory. What more do i have to win over others? And He asked me to look back into my life over the past few months i’m in HoGC. I realised that i was already doing big things for Him and people were always giving great opportunities for me to rise up. These were all enough. How can i not feel the love of the people and focus on the littlest not very good side of them? How can i be so selfish?

Wow. Heart of God Church is a really indescribable gift given to me. If i had to make the choice again, i would still choose Heart of God and the people there. I would still choose God. My insecurity is healed. I could finally focus on the great things God has given me instead of the smallest thing i could not get now, but in the future. I believe in a great destiny.

Thank You Father Lord.

I’m giving up on my ambition to be a radio-deejay. I wanna work full-time in church next time! Hahahaha. Now, i seriously feel the burden of the church and the responsibility of me taking part in it.

I’m quite affected by what somebody told me a few days ago about letting others build the church.

When the church is growing, all of the people in HoGC should be a part of it too. I don’t think that we should push all responsibility to others. We should build the church together for a greater house of God! =))

Though i don’t think i am those evangelistic people, but i believe as i come to know more about people’s life, talk to them more, be genuine friends with them and pray, God would use me. I would do the best i can for now. Because i really love Heart of God Church and God.

=)

These words are constantly ringing inside my head:

Seek first the kingdom of God, and the rest shall be given to you.

I so wanted to blog these few days but seriously, i had no time!! As you can see from the time, it is already like so late. I shall blog about my days tomorrow if i have the time, or by this week. Ten series post! Goodnightz all!

Love God . Love life . And all of you =)
“God did not promise that life is going to be great, but he did promise that living life is going to be worth it.”

And true enough, though we go through ups and downs all the time, it just goes to show how God loves and cares for us so much to be standing with us throughout everything we go through.

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Believer in God, AND the teachings of Buddha

I believe and God and also accept many other things in life. Such as that ^^

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Faith, hope, and don’t forget - LOVE. =)))

Loving is not just proclaiming we love people, but genuinely loving them with all our hearts like how Christ showers us with His agape love.

Love people even when they don’t love us, because at the end of the day, we’ll realise that even though we can’t get back the love from them, Christ has already given us more than enough of love. =))

Speak love . Plant love . Grow love